累了！！！

在大学的第二学期，发生了好多事情。有好的，也有不好的。不过，也算过去了。
很快的，这学期也来到了尾声，我也撑到这了，无论如何我都要撑到final exam,绝对不能倒下!!! 无论多累都好，为了我的未来，我一定要努力下去，不能放弃!!!

压力，一天比一天的严重，不知如何是好？

路是人走出来的！！！

人生总有自己的道路, 这只在于对与错而已。

Today , just go for the UTAR open day, understand all the course that I interest.
But, now, i still can't make up my mind.
Haiz... decision again...3 more months left only.. Before finish my foundation , I should have decision ready... My future just depends on that decision only..
I must think carefully...

我又要再次做出选择了！！！

***对与错***

我的人生到底是怎样的呢？
选择__必经之路。
我该如何是好？
抉择是那么的痛苦！
为什么人一定要做出决定？
一旦下了决定，就很难再回头了，也已不能后悔。
一个决定就能转换我的人生，改变我的规划和未来。
我到底应该做出怎样的抉择？？？
才是对的选择？？

大家一起加油吧!!!

无论有多不喜欢test, assignment, 和 presentation.....
但，最终都还是要面对的......
所以， 把讨厌，压力化为力量~~~
努力向上~~
大家一起加油吧!!!

To SPM fiends,

Goodluck In your SPM...

Others friends ,
Goodluck in your End of Year Exam....
UTAR friends,
Goodluck in your test, assingnment & presentation...

低落~~~

最近，低落的心情总是反反复复的。我自己也不知道为什么。大概是因为对人生观有所改变。这种心情让我越来越害怕，越来越胆小。我从未试过低落的心情会延续那么久，感觉上有点不对劲。因为这种心情也影响了我的情绪，自己变得好安静，不想多说两句话。

开学了两个星期，presentation , assignment 和 test 陆陆续续的一个接一个。这些东西然我觉得很烦，更加的低落。这可能是对自己的要求越来越高。

害怕___显然的严重了.......

以往胆大的自己去了哪儿？？？
一向认为把事情做到最好就好的自己又去了哪儿？？？

怎么了？？？

开学一星期了，对自己越来越没有信心。开始有了很多的疑问？？？
心中总是有种不安的感觉，也想了许多的事情。
或许长大了一些会有不同的领悟，不同的想法。
从前的自己是多么的天真，多么的无忧无虑~~~~~~
但是，现在总是有无形的压力向我冲这来，很多不在乎的事变得很在乎~~~
想太多？？？ 我不知道~~~ 自己也变得很多事情不敢去尝试~~~~
越来越害怕上课与考试：
上课____怕自己做不好，听不明白老师在说什么~~~~
考试____怕自己考不好，达不到目标~~~~
朋友____怕自己沟通不好，毒舌连篇~~~
对自己的要求也越来越高~~~~
对人生有无限的疑问~~~

开心？？？伤心？？？愤怒？？？
放弃？？？梦想？？？

Boring Holiday...

Holiday just left 1 more week...
During these 3 week i din do anything..
Stay at home... Sleep... Eat... online....gaming....watch movie...
haiz.... Dunno what to do....
all my frenz still studying.... me at home fa mei....
now.. start packing.... go 2 buy all the needs...
dunno much or not....
But if a lot also nvm bz my parents fetch me back skul...
yahooo!!!

ok la... I dunno what i'm writing...
jz want to update my blog.... ><

Birthday~~~~

23.9.2009

my birthday...
Today my frenz give a surprise, they all came to my house with a cake suddenly...
i really really surprise, and i'm so happy...
Didn't see them 4 months rdy, they all still very funny like last time... ^^
really thank you to them.... celebrate my birthday with me...
I LOVE u all....
TQ for accompany always....

今天......今天........

今早，9点15分， 我爷爷出殡..... 但我来不及致上最后的敬爱，见最后一面.....

前三天，我刚和我的朋友吃完晚餐回到家就突然收到我堂姑的简讯。当时的我吓了一大跳，说我爷爷刚刚过世了。我的心充满？？？，因为我父母没通知我。当我要打给我父母确认时，我整个人是在发抖的， 我的父母还吓了一大跳为什么我会知道。我了解为什么不告诉我，只是怕我会影响我考试的心情。

知道了爷爷的死讯，我真个人都吓呆了，整夜都没心情读书。哭了一夜。太突然了。

还有一星期我就要回家了，那心情谁能了解？四个月没回家了，当我要回家时却少了一个人。难以接受........

爷爷，我好想念您!!!

???????

Final Exam coming soon... Next Saturday ....
But I still no mood to exam yet....
Feel like so fast come to the end of the semester...
Everyday still on9 ... T.T

Anywhere,
till now, I still miss my secondary school life... Dunno why?? Haven wake up from that??
Miss my friends & teachers...
Play together.... Go tuition together... Go gai gai together... talk rubbish thing together....
This is why I confuse when my classmate ask me to delay go back hometown to have a trip to Penang...
So, I still can't give my classmate answer ....
Join or Bye bye???
Haiz....

Anywhere......
The Most Important Thing is to study 1st....
GAMBATEH!!!

How?? How??

Choices make me confuse again....
which 1 should I choose??? Stay or leave???
If I stay the problem can settle???
or become more serious??
If I leave ... everything have to begin again...
Wat should I choose?? Stay?? Leave??

Besides that.. Take 1 more sub ... Is suitable or not?? Can I effort it???
Now... Choices make me headache.....
What should I choose??
If I choose this, what will happen next???
HELP!!!

Over... Over... Over...

This two week busy prepared for Test 2 and presentation....
Until yesterday all busy things just over...
Although still have FINAL EXAM....
But now just want to have a short rest...
To recharge my energy....
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This week also had happened many things...
Few days ago, some one had asked stupid question at wrong time...
The person had make others more angry after asked the question ....
The person make more angry to me was asked me second time at wrong time again....
Hello!!! Before you ask question can see the situation first ma??
If that time i boom u, dunno after that will what happen ready...
Please WATCH the situation first ok???
Not that you ask, we all MUST answer you...
Please THINK yourself!!!! What thing that make us angry...
If you ask me again... I think this time i will not give face ready...
Just BOOM!!!!
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Back to Today , I got the physics result ready..
Its still ok, although drop a bit because I really don't know how to do...
Anywhere, from now on I MUST ready for final exam ....
Left 3 weeks only...
After that is sem break rdy...
GAMBATEH!!!

Happy Birthday Cecelia Pine!!!

7.8.2009 - Cecelia Pine Birthday...
We all almost all TD3 members go out celebrate 2gether...
Giving her a surprise with a beautiful cake...
but the cake so sour 2 eat...
haha...
Anywhere...
A Pine Happy Birthday!!!

Haiz...

Today , physics exam...
Most of the question i dunno how to do...( almost 75% )
worst then test 1
How leh??
My result sure very bad...
Haiz...
Physic like that liao...
How about next week exam??
chemistry & mathematics
More worst is next week still got 2 presentation ...
In 1 week need to handle 2 presentation and 2 exam....
Busy!!! Busy!!! Busy!!

Why??

Today very angry....
The person make me angry again..
Why? Why? Why?
Really wan do that 1 meh?? Can't change ar??
That 1 really interesting meh?
Why I don't think so...
The person really really...
Haiz...
Disappointed ...
The person make me change the 1st image about him...
From good become worst..
Really very sad and with the person really very stress...
Hope not 2 c the person again....

STRESS !!! STRESS !!!

2 Months rdy...

So fast... I'm in UTAR already 2 months....
Flash back the 1st time meet my classmate....
The only 5 girls in my class...
from dunno each other until can not separate....
The boys.... Jz know them well onli...
found that they also very crazy like us(the girls in TD3)...
very happy in this class.... all classmate very close 2 each other...

But the exam never stop... next week test again....
Presentation also...
No time say tired....
Jz can say GAMBATEH!!!!