uNi LiFe = MaKe Me CaN't BrEaTh [>.<]

huh...

Today just passes my chemical engineering thermodynamics Test 1.

What should I say about this subject? Emm.. It's not really hard because it is an open book test. However, all of us are crazy with solving the integration and try an error. I really don't like this type of question, it make me feel like wasting the time to find out the answer and hopefully it will not come out in the final [ scare not enough time to solve those type of question].

However, this test was passes. Now, I should concentrate on my Maths II which the test 1 is on this coming Saturday. Hope that I can do well and I will not fall as sleep during the test. This must thanks to my lovely chemistry teacher which has her replacement class at 7.15 am till 9.00am and then I'll continue with my chemistry lab till 1pm. The Maths test is at 3pm, hope i still have the energy to do the test [ :p ]

Gambateh to all my course mate which will continue busy with the test , assignment and lab report until week 14!!! ^^

HoPe To ChAnGe

Change???

Everyone is changing from time to time no matter in term of physically or mentally... (including me... ^^)

In term of physical???
I think I didn't change much except my skin color no more so black after I finish my form 5 [because no more panca practice :P] and something change that you know I know. XD

In term of mental???
I think I become more mature ready. Start to think about my family which I miss them so much, what should I do so that my family won't worry of me and always happy???

Besides, I started try to accept other people opinion which last time I never heard people opinion and acts what I like to do. [ I know this thing I should improve much because sometime i still acts what I like]

After left my hometown, I realize public relationship are very important. When I face problem, no more parents are beside me, I had to come out the solution by myself or asked from my lovely friends. [ this I had to thank to my 3 lovely housemate which had help me a lot when i faced problem. Thank you - sherene, pine and vivian]

Emm.. still have a lot that I do know how to write out. However, I hope the change will make me become better and better.

***All People Will Change From Time to Time***

什么都是我的错!!!

无论我做什么，都是我的错·······
活在这世上也是我的错·····
什么不好的事情发生，也是我的错····
学业不好·····
人太随便·····
对人太好······
对人不好····

什么东西都好···
都是我的错！！！！！！！！

不知道！！！不知道！！！不知道！！！

换了新的环境念书也从foundation升上degree，有点儿不习惯，感觉上怪怪的。面对新的环境，感觉上要从头学起一样。吉隆坡的生活跟金宝果真不一样。什么都很贵，去学校的唯一交通工具就只有学校巴士，一小时才哪一趟; 如果有钱的话就是德士了。
说到上课，就生气了，完全不知老师在教什么，从头到尾只会念slide,要不然就是教的像火箭一样快。真是气死我了，害得我快喘不过气来。
在这星期，我还做了一些差点会让我后悔的事。幸好，我有一班好朋友，给我劝告至于还帮了我，真的很谢谢你们。没有你们的劝告，我或许现在再后悔着，没像现在将那么的幸福。谢谢你们！！！
我也要在这里向他道歉....

真的真的很对不起！！！
也
谢谢你能原谅我！！！

我应该无时无刻的提醒自己-任何决定都要深思熟虑，不要给自己的情绪影响自己。

假期咯！！！

很快的又假期了，以后不在kampar读书了,我的degree course 会在 Setapak，Kampar 上课咯。
虽然，在kampar才那短短的一年，但是，我在那里认识了很多好朋友。
我的housemate__ racheal,jia jing,yunzhen(old frenz >.<), ru yi, pei ling,en en, yunqi , a bu, wei tsin, sun mei___ 她们都对我很好，我有什么需要她们的帮忙，她们一定帮我。真的，非常感激她们，对我的照顾。谢谢你们。

此外，我也在kampar认识了一帮非常疯狂的朋友，TD3 geng 。 与他们经历许多第一次，他们也教会了我很多东西。每天晚上，都会收到一封简讯 -[ 2night got dinner ma? wat time? where? ]- 要不然，就是 - [ yum cha lo...] - 真是很难得的回忆~~~~他们是谁呢？他们就是 :-

• pine
• sherene
• vivian
• yit xin
• mok
• lai
• eric
• alex
• cicak
• jayremy
• ming
• jump jump
• ah hao
• ah yang

应该没miss 掉吧~~ 虽然有些没到setapak，但是记得要保持联络哦。

假期维持三星期，之后就升上degree了，很期待，因为换了新环境，和好朋友一起住，不知道又会有什么难忘的事会发生呢？