失望

你今天居然叫我走开!

你知不知道我有多伤心，多生气？

你却不来安慰我，不来逗我开心....

你只是静静的坐在房间，等我去找你...

好像都是我的错似的，每一次我们吵架，都是我去找你，

你几时才会来关心我到底开不开心??

你每次说我有什么事多不说出来，

但我告诉你了，你会注意它吗？

我什么事告诉你了，但你却以忽视那些事。

你要知道，我不是什么事都无所谓，有些事我还是那么的在乎的。

你常说“男女平等”这句话有问题，

对，没错，我也认同，

“男女平等” 的定义是在某些事上，无论你是男还是女都可以做到。

比如说念书，还有男女应有平等的权利....

但是，男女始终有别，

多数男生力气大，女生力气小;

男生不能生育，但女生能；

所以说男女不是在什么情况下多是平等的，

性别有别，品性当然也有别。

男生因该有自己的品性，女生也不列外。

那么我也一样............

我也是个女生，需要人来呵护，关心。

我的心也是那么的脆弱，没你想象那么坚强。

每个女生都会有的梦幻，我也会有。

因为我是个普通的女生！！！

也希望会实现它。

T.T

The only thing that I hope that my chemistry paper in final can pass it.
Since my mid-term test result was too "HIGH" ready..

I should start study now, no more playing....

haiz...

[T.T]

time???

I no wonder why people always say that time can prove everything. Is it true? I really don't know. I even don't have the time to think about it. I just know that 24 hours in a day are not enough for me..

Time-1

Not enough time for me to study...

Not enough time for me to done all the assignments and reports..

Not enough time for me to rest...

NOT ENOUGH TIME TILL I CRAZY!!!

Time-2

As I grow up, I passes many things.. This make my life full of meaning,exiting..

What things that I will face next???

No one will know, just hope that I can go through it...

TIME MAKE ME MORE MATURE !!!

Time-3

The time that passed / The things that passed , was stored inside my memory.

No matter is happy, sad, angry or sweet memory.. I'll not forgot it..

I'll take all of this as my values that I had learn..

I should learn and change after every thing that I had done.. change become better and better..

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This what I realize from time.

Yet, today I just done my horrible ICE test, I don't know what should I comment about the test, because I know I didn't put full effort on it. I hope that time that I left before the final , I can study hard for every subject and can done well in my final.

However, the day before I had quarrel with somebody. I had said out all the things that I keep in my heart long time ago. I'm not want you to change, I just want you to know that what problems that we faced, want you more understand me.

If the things that I say hurt you a lot, so sorry...

uNi LiFe = MaKe Me CaN't BrEaTh [>.<]

huh...

Today just passes my chemical engineering thermodynamics Test 1.

What should I say about this subject? Emm.. It's not really hard because it is an open book test. However, all of us are crazy with solving the integration and try an error. I really don't like this type of question, it make me feel like wasting the time to find out the answer and hopefully it will not come out in the final [ scare not enough time to solve those type of question].

However, this test was passes. Now, I should concentrate on my Maths II which the test 1 is on this coming Saturday. Hope that I can do well and I will not fall as sleep during the test. This must thanks to my lovely chemistry teacher which has her replacement class at 7.15 am till 9.00am and then I'll continue with my chemistry lab till 1pm. The Maths test is at 3pm, hope i still have the energy to do the test [ :p ]

Gambateh to all my course mate which will continue busy with the test , assignment and lab report until week 14!!! ^^

HoPe To ChAnGe

Change???

Everyone is changing from time to time no matter in term of physically or mentally... (including me... ^^)

In term of physical???
I think I didn't change much except my skin color no more so black after I finish my form 5 [because no more panca practice :P] and something change that you know I know. XD

In term of mental???
I think I become more mature ready. Start to think about my family which I miss them so much, what should I do so that my family won't worry of me and always happy???

Besides, I started try to accept other people opinion which last time I never heard people opinion and acts what I like to do. [ I know this thing I should improve much because sometime i still acts what I like]

After left my hometown, I realize public relationship are very important. When I face problem, no more parents are beside me, I had to come out the solution by myself or asked from my lovely friends. [ this I had to thank to my 3 lovely housemate which had help me a lot when i faced problem. Thank you - sherene, pine and vivian]

Emm.. still have a lot that I do know how to write out. However, I hope the change will make me become better and better.

***All People Will Change From Time to Time***